So it was my birthday yesterday. Yay. Too bad I'm so swamped with work right now, I barely had time. As far as birthdays go, this one kind of sucked. I mean, I understand school is school. But being 20 is bugging me (everybody I know says this, so I'm a sheeple for the time being). I'm not a kid anymore. Well....I am, cuz heck knows, I don't plan on growing up internally just yet. There's just a different set of expectations though.

But anyway, so it was my birthday, and I was thinking about last year and how my life was and this year and how it is now. Way less drama (finally). It was funny though. One ex buggered off and thinks I'm a terrible person (sure why not, cuz I have no right to be upset about anything) which required me getting my number changed to stop getting calls looking for him cuz he decided to run off and 'fuck the world' and kind of forgot about all the stuff left behind he should have taken care of. So whatever. There's hatred.

THEN, last night at 3:40 am (No, I WAS NOT awake, but that's time-stamping for you), I get a facebook message from the one before. Telling me he's sorry for how everything ended and how terrible it got, and that I'm actually a wonderful person and he wanted me to know that.

......BLURFRAGGASCHNAGGLES???? I've gotten used to people doing weird things I don't quite understand, but this total role reversal I see on occassion, totally baffles me. This other one, HATED me towards the end (at least the message was made very clearly to that effect), said horrible nasty things, generally made life hell for a few months, and since I was less inclined to being a nice person at that point, all shit broke loose, even though I did try my best to remain civil. Not my fault I have better minions. Now suddenly he's sorry, he hopes I don't hate him (though of course understands if I do), has taken note of the fact that he never sees me around anymore and wants me to know I'm awesome. In possibly more or less words. The ex, thinks I'm a huge bitch (in less words but great emphasis) and apparently taking a while to get the message that friendship wasn't an option on my part pretty much from halfway through the relationship, decided to inform ME, that there was no chance of friendship. Now. When I've been fighting off phone call after phone call from collectors, schools, offices, god only knows who else who get MAD at me when I say that he is no longer at the number and is infact out of province. I don't deal well with being yelled at over the phone by people.

....Deja vu for those who remember the story from last year. I've been waiting for the patented line of "YOU RUINED MY LIFE!". That's a standard I get during breakups either during or the next couple months after. At least the others' mom didn't say I was a bitch. Well...she probably did, but he wasn't stupid enough to come and tell me that. Ex did. While we were still together. BRILLIANCE!!!! I've decided it's something about the water in those places where they came from. Or the universe just can't handle both of them being nice people at the same time.

It's just weird. WEIRD. I give up on being 20 already. Turn me back to being 6.